There's this song "Drowning (Face Down)" by Saving Abel that I'm in love with right now. Things are easier on my end these days...it still hurts to talk about him, think about him...it's still hard to get out of bed in the morning, take a shower, and remembering to eat...but some days are better than others. I still have my days where I just want to stay in bed and cry because he didn't want me anymore. I only pray that the good days continue to out weigh the bad ones... my poetry I write for him seems to be the only thing that helps me cope anymore...and that's ok. The point is, I'm getting better at living my life the way it's supposed to be lived. But somehow...I still end up going to work everyday...and I guess that's something.